八3幺8

Hey!

It's been a long time..I most forgot i still have a space here..I have been in my chinese world for ages!!!!

The school life has finished already. There's only a damned dissertation, but it's no of my business any more. i left it to someone else,I am so depravity! who can help me?

 

Already said goodbye to the final summer holiday. i'm back to the uk now.  seek for nothing! i only got a broken Australian dream..hahaha..

there's no way to move on or back off...i am just standing on the crossroads and being blind. I want to follow my heart, but it's not realistic. i remind myself everyday: calm down and follow ur mind! it's difficult, but i have to do....the real world is so cool. u have to learn how to feed urself now..u also have to admit ur tear is unvalued coz u r no longer a kid. so, just save it...

 

it's funny. i bought a lottery today. i no i cannot be the lucky one, but i still bought it.. i just want to buy a hope, even it's very short! there's no perfect chooce for any one. maybe u can say "let it be"! but who can realy let it be? u want to be someone, but someone is not easy to be...u could try ur best to recall the beatiful memory or cut off the bad one. however, u can not determine ur future.. u may can say "my future deponds on my dream, so go to sleep"? can u really sleep well? hehe.. nooooooo.....

 

anyhoo...u can smoke a lot, but donot somke to urself too much....think what u need to think and do what u need to do...water is always under the bridge..do not look at back...keep breathing and keep moving.... one day, all of them will just be memory...

Feel so blue..

essays make me cannot breathe...in fack, i havn't started one of them yet...

every time likes this, i only want to find a place such as asylum....

i no the reason is that i am lazy, but the truth is i am so tired to study..i am afraid of this kind of life..f**k

 

no body knows how much i long to stay in china at the end of this summer...i got choice, but....why!!!!!!

i collapsed at the night be4 i left....

 

with time goes by, everything changes....sigh...

 

just wish i chose another way....haha....

finally, if i lose u, i will hate myself 4ever.

new beginning..........

if u want the rainbow, u gotta put up with the rain....

zoology society, i am coming....

 

happy national day...1949-2008...

my heart is singing the national anthem even there is no chinese flag!!!

oh my god! there is only blankness in my mind!

i just finished the last exam...college life suddenly stoped...

i have no idea what i can say...i had studyed in UK for 3 yrs!

the BA just done...cannot believe that...

i totally dont no what can i do next...feel so strange...

 

take a break...then. new life will go on...

 

SICHUAN! i am coming back soon!

........silent sadness......

"people killing,people dying, children hurt and women crying.....father father father, help us....where's the love...."

all chinese are being together and getting trough this catastrophe...

nothing can stop me missing u CHINA and my home Sichuan...

bless all the people in the quake area...

i will come back to stay and fight with u asap!

 

cherish ur life....

 

fking essays, fking exams, fking mood.....

just want to go home asap... i hate this kind of feelings right now.. fucking so weak... help me..just let me get out...i dont want to involve this situation anymore..

i am losing myself...just need to follow my mind and figure it out...luckily, i no how to do it..

it seems that there will be no haapy end.. so let's finish it, then only let it be...

hei, u fucking hurt me, but i still can stand steadily...bless  us without excuse...

 

miss 8318 so much at this moment........

 

i am going to watch foodball game now..this's the most important thing....mhahaaha ..

 

 

~~~莫文蔚看透~~~

你想给我安慰还是想看我的眼泪
流得出的泪水怎能表达你心的伤悲
如果我能假装没有所谓
你就不会觉得牵累
那么下次我们还有
若无其事拥抱的机会
你不想说我不敢讲
这可能是最后的约会

不愿让你看透我的卑微
我却看透你爱得我好累
假如毫无保留在你面前让一切崩溃
你就于心有愧
想找办法挽回对不对

有点对不起你这么爱你都学不会
感情到底浪费只能学到分手的智慧
如果我能假装没有所谓
你就不会觉得牵累
那么下次我们还有
若无其事拥抱的机会
你不想说我不敢讲
这可能是我们之间最后的约会

不愿让你看透我的卑微
我却看透你爱得我好累
假如毫无保留在你面前让一切崩溃
你就于心有愧
觉得我是个负累
不愿让你看透我的伤悲
不愿看透两个人的结尾
假如失去了你在你面前都没有崩溃
我们在一起也一样乏味

不愿让你看透我的卑微
我却看透你爱得我好累
假如毫无保留在你面前让一切崩溃
你就于心有愧
觉得我是个负累
不愿让你看透我的伤悲
不愿看透两个人的结尾
假如失去了你在你面前都没有崩溃
你可能会以为我们爱得不够对不对

Jack Cafferty：“Well, I don’t know if China is any different, but our relationship with China is certainly different. We’re in hawk to the Chinese up to our eyeballs because of the war in Iraq, for one thing. They’re holding hundreds of billions of dollars worth of our paper. We also are running hundred of billions of dollars worth of trade deficits with them, as we continue to import their junk with the lead paint on them and the poisoned pet food and export, you know, jobs to places where you can pay workers a dollar a month to turn out the stuff that we’re buying from Wal-Mart. So I think our relationship with China has certainly changed. I think they’re basically the same bunch of goons and thugs they’ve been for the last 50 years”.

 

How dare the motherfucker is!!! if the fucker went to China, the only thing he needs to do is being killed!

fuck u! u distorted the truth and insulted chinese!

u have been cursed and finally u will get a terrible end.